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if sorrow had any place in my heart, it was that he was gone at last--that he was no longer walking by my side, and that that short interval of
delightful intercourse was at an end. He had not breathed a word of love, or dropped one hint of tenderness or affection, and yet I had been supremely
happy. To be near him, to hear him talk as he did talk, and to feel that he thought me worthy to be so spoken to--capable of understanding and duly
appreciating such discourse--was enough. 'Yes, Edward Weston, I could indeed be happy in a house full of enemies, if I had but one friend, who truly,
deeply, and faithfully loved me; and if that www.coachoutletpurse2013.com friend were you--though we might be far apart--seldom to hear from each other, still more seldom to meet-- though
toil, and trouble, and vexation might surround me, still--it would be too much happiness for me to dream of! Yet who can tell,' said I within myself,
confess I was wrong in neglecting his advice, and that I have justly suffered for it, he will make a lady of me once again--if that be possible after
my long degradation--and remember my girls in his will. Get my desk, Agnes, and send these things away: I will answer the letter directly. But first,
as I may be depriving you both of a legacy, it is just that I should tell you what I mean to say. I shall say that he is mistaken in supposing that I
can regret the birth of my daughters (who have been the pride of my life, and are likely to be the comfort of coach outlet online store my old age), or the thirty years I have passed in the company of my best and dearest friend;--that, had our misfortunes
been three times as great as they were (unless they had been of my bringing on), I should still the more rejoice to have shared them with your father,
and administered what consolation I was able; and, had his sufferings in illness been ten times what they wore, I could not regret having watched over
and laboured to relieve them;--that, if he had married a richer wife, misfortunes and trials would no doubt have come upon him still; while I am
egotist enough to imagine that no other woman could have cheered him through them so well: not my prudence, my self-command, my heartlessness, if you
please. I was not a bit taken by surprise, not a bit confused, or awkward, or foolish; I just acted and spoke as I ought to have done, and was coach outlet completely my own mistress throughout. And here was a man, decidedly good-looking--Jane and Susan Green call him bewitchingly
handsome I suppose they're two of the ladies he pretends would be so glad to have him; but, however, he was certainly a very clever, witty, agreeable
companion--not what you call clever, but just enough to make him entertaining; and a man one needn't be ashamed of anywhere, and would not soon grow
tired of; and to confess the truth, I rather liked him--better even, of late, than Harry Meltham--and he evidently idolised me; and yet, though he
came upon me all alone and unprepared, I had the wisdom, Coach Factory Outlet Online and the pride, and the strength to refuse him--and so scornfully and coolly as I did: I have good reason to be proud
of that.' 'And are you equally proud of having told him that his having the wealth of Sir Hugh Meltham would make no difference or the gamekeeper go
out with the dogs, and to talk with them on their return, about the different birds they had bagged. Now, also, she was denied the solace which the
companionship of the coachman, grooms, horses, greyhounds, and pointers might have afforded; for her mother having, notwithstanding the disadvantages
of a country life, so satisfactorily disposed of her elder daughter, the pride of her heart had begun seriously to turn her attention to the younger;
and, being truly alarmed at the roughness of her manners, and thinking it high time to work a reform, had been roused at length to exert her
authority, and prohibited entirely the yards, stables, kennels, and coach-house. Of course, she was not implicitly obeyed; but, indulgent as she had
hitherto been, when once her spirit was roused, her temper was not so gentle as she required that of her governesses to be, and her will was not to be
thwarted with impunity. After many a scene of coach outlet contention between mother and daughter, many a violent outbreak which I was ashamed to witness, in which the father's authority was
often called in to confirm with oaths and threats the mother's slighted prohibitions--for even HE could see that 'Tilly, though she would have made a
fine lad, was not quite what a young lady ought to be'--Matilda at length found that her easiest plan was to keep clear of the forbidden regions;
unless she could now and then steal a visit without her watchful mother's knowledge. Amid all this, let it not be imagined that I escaped without
many a reprimand, and many an implied reproach, that lost none of its sting from not being openly worded; but rather wounded the more deeply, because,
from that very reason, it seemed to preclude self- defence. Frequently, I was told to amuse Miss Matilda with other things, and to remind her of her
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